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Go cultivate!

Yes, i died again and again, but my mom didn't crying but comforted me w lychee.  Does God not blessing you until forget lychee? Do what you like is better than consume medicine. Mom and God had met to bank about me and its problem. Don't worry. Go cultivate lychee, because tommorow you can enter hospital without happiness w lychee, said mom. Go cultivate what you like because tommorow is doom day.

Meaning of Friends

Friends meaning witnesses of our love and life stories and grow up together. Oneday, parents knew that i will nobody and they teaches me how to be as good friends.  Good friends built in trust and faithfulness and not taking advantage, they know about our family and our relationship and if we trust more, they know about our secrets but not going to betray us. Mostly sincerity friends like these found while we were kid. And while kid, my family and my bestfriends family often met up together. Ask them?Am i not good friends to my friends?They are not my friends that they didn't know me much?said me w my fiancee that broke because someone admit as friend. Friends is not like that. To be good friends mean acceptable anyways, truth,and never let us down, firmly each other and not taking advantage, take and give--- but support each other bad time and good times. Sometimes as friends we could be nicest damn in bad times together w sadness and tears : drunk, coffee to hearing our stories. ...

Prince Andrea Cassieraghi

I was married w my childhood friend, Prince Andrea Cassieraghi (rest in peace, now). It was difficult times for us to be together because banned by his families and i had been waiting too long. Then, he didn't care w his family and made me pregnant. Then Palace called me and joined psikotest and interviewed. Later, Palace gave permission to marry but we stayed in Indonesia. I gave birth twin babies and no congratulate from his family. Later, Aphrodite came and giving congratulations and saying, "I will not telling you about your royal family background to them, but in right time, but for relationship is sincerity not family background." Then, he kissed me and said hatred to his family and no contact anymore w his family. But, tv media exposed us and we were happy and tv media told to Palace, then his family came to congratulate us. O, surprise, why mom came here? Because, i didn't give hatred to them, but giving congratulations on Mother's day w present inside. No...

Don't Throw Away (Rewrite)

Don't throw away everythings like easily you got that. Don't throw away old friends like easily you got that. Don't throw away someone like easily you got that ( except amnesia ). Don't throw away income like easily you got that. Don't throw away food like easily you got that. Don't throw away the picture like easily you got that. It was moment. Because sometimes the best blessings comes first and karma come after wasted, and last time come harder than first time. Simple-stories Yesterday, i had garden w plenty apple and plenty carrot in New Zealand (NZ), and i wasted that because my rabbit had died. Then, suddenly come a Goddess and said it was food dont waste it and asked me to large garden and to learn agriculture. Then, i took agricultural college at Auckland, NZ and bought many lands w cultivating on it. Later, crisis come and they love my garden site and bought for the harvest vegetables and fruits.  Then, suddenly came 5 rabbit in my large garden and now ...

Lip of Mouth of Singing

Mouth has two lips up and down. Your words sometimes can make someone stand up or somone broke down.  Lips shouldn't filling w emptiness, singing, positive words, it's called Kara-oke, Kara is God, oke is fine. It means you have heart finest God, if you are singing, but singing w positive words. Why you are not singing like 'smule' again, looks the contest why not join? Said Marty to me, then he bought karoke set w home theatre to me, and he laugh harder and said i am better singing. While he sang his favorite, "Everday i love you" he cried and said Why cried? "I am so thankful w God, you forgave me although not my mistake," said Him that naughty girl abused him, and i forgave him after meeting Godfather. Everyday  he sang to me, and i woke up from dying. It worked w good lips of singing to melting my heart, woke up from dying. Good Luck.

Flamingo and Mackarel

Flamingo is a bird who catches mackarel fish. She has long long feet. We should like flamingo who have long long heart or patiently  to endure our struggling, to waiting the answer of our pray. When, i visited Barbados with parents to see flamingo, my mom burnt mackarel in our celebrating New Year, and said : "Dear, whatever they said about you, you must slow in anger, slowly motion of patient, because when we are slow patiently, we catch our fish mackarel, our goals." Because, like God, who will blessing us, if God can build trust on us. Does blessing make you better or worse, He need our trusts by making us in waiting patiently. Blessings is not only money, but everythings seem good in our life, making us grow better person. What bless for, if it's making you worse, God never give that. Flamingo walking in very very slow motion patiently to catch mackarel. What if, flamingo not catch mackarel in patiently, she will get nothing. Does flamingo can cry? Yes, if she has a l...

While Sleeping Apnea

I was sick sleep apnea, that living in dream not Heaven for long time, because sadness. I took train to Jakarta and had job, but train seem so long in my sleeping then suddenly my train crashed and God held my hand and took me home. After home for rest, God took me by aeroplane to learn doctoral philoshopy phsycology died in Heaven college. Took college here and listening your music, drinking coffee and chips and cookies, if no appetite, said Dean. In first chapter of book, there was Alice in wonderland and i met Alice by saying why you didnt tell to Halodoc or AI assistant, but yesterday you did. Why did you blame banking, they have asked you mobile banking, your phone didnt support because too modern that can sounding 'til outerspace. You are too modern, said Alice. They are jealous, broke your memoryphone, camera and speakerphone, fix it soon, said Alice. In middle chapter of book, Alice said why you didn't eat veggie and fruits, you are afraid maag??, it can open more your ...

Tebu/Sugarplant

When you are broke and painful, your tongue taste bitter and need taste sweety like sugar and candy. But, there also meaningful from sugarplant. 1.   SPIRITUS But, have you ever known that something burnt color blue coming from tebu/sugarplant, called spiritus . In Heaven, i stepped fire but not burning my feet, it called spiritus from fermentation water of sugarplant. And God said it is crisis energy so we need much from spiritus, fermentation water of sugarplant. 2.  RADIUM But, have you ever known that something glowing in the dark coming from tebu, called radium (Ra)  And God said it is crisis energy so we need much radium (Ra) by scratching up its green stem color. GOOD LUCK SCIENTISTS!

Thumbelina and Chamomile (Disney Heaven-true stories)

I had a little sister named Thumbelina. She had size as palm hand closed as big as thumb. Why she had that size, because she had died just 8 week pregnancy of mom, and she had wings. Everybody cried for Thumbelina, and my father asked Queen Goddess to make her alive in eternity and for her found the soulmate in eternity. And Queen Goddess made research, and the answer is flower Chamomile as consumption daily. And everyday Thumbelina collected Chamomile into basket and flying from planet to planet until fell in love w Ernesto Xavier, son of Planet Red. But, everyday, Thumbelina cried because not growing tall yet and slow growing and Queen Goddess made tea Chamomile, even parfume Chamomile, like we known today as Kenzo parfume for her confident to meet Ernesto Xavier. And my father prayed to her too, until oneday in her 21 ages, Thumbelina became normal girl and having perfect look and of course very tall.  Then Thumbelina married w Ernesto Xavier just few months a go while i was dyi...

James Bond 007 (on movie completely)

Actually, James Bond 007 is real story of Prince James living. That he had been on diplomatic mission to buy revolver 007. But, while he bought a lot of dozen revolver, she met beautiful woman on airplane, a stewardress and fell in love. This beautiful woman said that she was nobody and cockpit pilot was her. And this airplane was tragedy and name of stewardress was Peach, a goddess. She introduced herself as goddess, and ofcourse Prince James was in eternity now, but not realized. Prince James was talking with her more than a day on airplane, until landed and met God in Heaven. And then he cried that God said, he just died because revolver that he bought was exploded and killed himself. But, goddess was comforting his heart and promised will be his wife in next living, Heaven. In Heaven, he saw mom and dad in tears heavily and sick and war never stop. Then, God had planned to him back alive, but Prince James didn't want back because falling in love w goddess Peach. Then, mom and d...

Dear Moli

Moli is my black horse at Estonia. It ages more than a hundred. He is witneses of World War I and II. He tried to be killed, but still alive, he is mix w pegasus, horse of Heaven, but he couldnot fly. How to differ Moli and other horse? Just shout it up : "Moli i never gonna hurt you!"  But, God cries that i left Estonia for Latvia, because noone care Moli and other horses until became sick and died. Dont let it be, promise that i still caring animals eventhough not worked at WWF (World Wild Foundation) anymore, said God. And Moli could write on sand the chapter bible,  because the owner favorites was Lady Moli Mezzaine Byzantium  and she teached her horse this chapter bible.  Yesterday, when i cried loosing my dear one, Moli cried, too --and Moli kissed me. And about all God's creation, animals or plantations we should loving them, because it will giving back loving us as balancing world and ecosystem (environment), and we dont get boring and lonely. Thank you.

Build Strong

What is strong? Strong is power of defense while other attack.  But, each and every strong build in confidence.  Maybe you are no good health today and not strong enough--- but when you try your best, it can change the way of looser of you. At least, we have tried our best. It better try than never do it at all. Start with ain't giving up, optimism but still focus and sometimes relax. Confidence will raising up while other against you. Dont against yourself with negative mind about yourself, because self-confidence start within your mind and your word. What can make you happy and confidence, note it, dont let anyone steal your happiness. Because happiness brings confidence. Where there is confidence, there is strong and power. Where there is denial from within with negative thing, there are weakness. But, where there is soft and confidence, it can melt the squirell. Soften-words, soften-attitudes put as awareness before the squirell. Good Luck.

History Kimbap

Before plane attacked WTC building, some of them burned bible. And my father knew it and got plan to leave Amerika. While plane being prepared, baby got died. And i was reborn on 2004, and born food "kimbap" (meaning kim: role bap: rice, the role of rice.) And everybody learn to eat rice, as gossiping food-crisis. And my mother open Korean Japan restaurant at Amerika and Europe, named Bolu, which containing a lot of kimbap, and food rice of cooking. Dont know where is "Bolu" now. "Kimbap" later gradually scatter to Japan as name "sushi" which meeaning "hello, us!"  as opening dishes, or called watashi-sushi. Time goes by, kimbap and sushi are alike and scattered along China and become sushiteki, or unity of sushi (China, Korea, Japan). If, Kimbap-Sushi can unity Japan-Korea-China, what else your favourite to unite yours? End.

Caring

Caring needs some lesson as habit, said my personal trainer while at Palace as kid. Caring should comes from inner heart, said my mom. Caring shouldnot be shy to show, but you can pray for them if you could not show to them. 1. Careless whisper : good night, i love you ---while sleeping or sick at bed. 2. Morning greetings : good mornings, hello, how are you, how was your night--- while taking breakfast together, saying hello at first morning, at anywhere you meet yours partners, friends, collegues at morning etc. 3. Saying happy birthday : at least shake hand or simple card, if we dont have any money to buy present.( Sorry, this is nick time, i forgot your birthday ) 4. Doing praying for them : mom, dad, families, friends, collegues, lovers, etc. But caring shouldnot do as fake but habit, it doesnt need so much words, just trying these 4 (four) points. It elevates my career when i always said good morning to everyone at office. Really it works to reach success. Thank you.

Beautiful Paintings

My father was a architect, but also can paintings. He painted beautiful paintings called 'Rainbow Palace'. It stood there a palace w rainbow curve ended at beaches.  It was time about me as spirit that i entered Rainbow Palace w Jakob as spirit, too. And we lived together there w my mother and my father and my grandma and my grandpa. And Jakob said that he was good husband on Earth, that he said as spirit yesterday. Then, many times and hours had spent together, Me and Jakob and my family at Rainbow Palace. Then, My mother asked me to go home on Earth, because my neighbour have been kicked of our enviromental houses (digusur) by his ex as name as Governor. And my mother said that i shouldn't worry about money that being trouble pull at atm-machine and EDC-machine, that report on progress. Then, my mom whispered at my ear  and said : tell everyone you are nobody and everyone loves you. Dont comb your hair and everyone crazy about you.  Dont you know why my family at Rainbo...

Take it Easy

I was walking as far as Disneyland field w my true parents and so tired. Then we sat down on fountain nearby and then my father was drinking that fountain water. And said, "Dear, take it easy, while other said it is not easy, when Jesus took log as burden wasn't easy,  but He kept positively and his power of mind is so incredible and winning situation. " "If, one day i could not earn and old and weak and wasted noone care, what should i do?" said me in my worry. "Government appreciate written, just write, about whatever you like", said my father. "Dress well, it appreciate yourself, believe yourself you can buy best clothes, God hear, dont worry about what you wear, about food, etc", said my mother. "Take deep breath, going supermarket and beaches, no need worry, " said God. Everything seem easy if we keep minded in God positively, while other said it is not easy. Cheers ^.^

British Tea

British Tea was a trademark conventional tea in British that served to royal British. But, these story brought so many tears in British. It was Sunday Thanksgivingday and British Tea served at churches in British together with a lot of loafcake, pumpkincake and other breads.  Royal British mingled with people, they were fine and good together at churches. But suddenly coming common people and kissed Lady British then killed her and they grabbed Lady'stuff and almost like her and could access personal information Lady include bank and brief, then became Prime Minister. But, noone knew where was Lady but her stuff gone. Until finally, the Lady was risen w poor look and kicked from her house, her church, her office, her collegue and her family. Unrecognizable. Then, the Lady couldnot stand with denial and went suicidal, because everyday she ate from garbage.  Later the Lady was burried in suburb. Then  King met Angel and brought the Lady from burried to America, and found lo...

Klapertart(Coconut-tart) Grandma

It was spring time and we harvested a lot coconut. And my mom said : "Have a idea with these much coconut?" Then i said to mom for making cake from these. And mom named it :*klapertart"-- It was historical and war of "klapertart" that me fallen from coconut tree because shot by Nederland, and that day i was at village Lanchas, Iceland. And God came by person himself and tookcare of me, because nobody knew and i cured in Heaven. And coconut color became reddish to whole country Iceland. How could it be reddish inside? For complete story at Museum Klaper Lanchas, Iceland. Thank you.