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Go cultivate!

Yes, i died again and again, but my mom didn't crying but comforted me w lychee.  Does God not blessing you until forget lychee? Do what you like is better than consume medicine. Mom and God had met to bank about me and its problem. Don't worry. Go cultivate lychee, because tommorow you can enter hospital without happiness w lychee, said mom. Go cultivate what you like because tommorow is doom day.

Meaning of Friends

Friends meaning witnesses of our love and life stories and grow up together. Oneday, parents knew that i will nobody and they teaches me how to be as good friends.  Good friends built in trust and faithfulness and not taking advantage, they know about our family and our relationship and if we trust more, they know about our secrets but not going to betray us. Mostly sincerity friends like these found while we were kid. And while kid, my family and my bestfriends family often met up together. Ask them?Am i not good friends to my friends?They are not my friends that they didn't know me much?said me w my fiancee that broke because someone admit as friend. Friends is not like that. To be good friends mean acceptable anyways, truth,and never let us down, firmly each other and not taking advantage, take and give--- but support each other bad time and good times. Sometimes as friends we could be nicest damn in bad times together w sadness and tears : drunk, coffee to hearing our stories. ...

Prince Andrea Cassieraghi

I was married w my childhood friend, Prince Andrea Cassieraghi (rest in peace, now). It was difficult times for us to be together because banned by his families and i had been waiting too long. Then, he didn't care w his family and made me pregnant. Then Palace called me and joined psikotest and interviewed. Later, Palace gave permission to marry but we stayed in Indonesia. I gave birth twin babies and no congratulate from his family. Later, Aphrodite came and giving congratulations and saying, "I will not telling you about your royal family background to them, but in right time, but for relationship is sincerity not family background." Then, he kissed me and said hatred to his family and no contact anymore w his family. But, tv media exposed us and we were happy and tv media told to Palace, then his family came to congratulate us. O, surprise, why mom came here? Because, i didn't give hatred to them, but giving congratulations on Mother's day w present inside. No...

Don't Throw Away (Rewrite)

Don't throw away everythings like easily you got that. Don't throw away old friends like easily you got that. Don't throw away someone like easily you got that ( except amnesia ). Don't throw away income like easily you got that. Don't throw away food like easily you got that. Don't throw away the picture like easily you got that. It was moment. Because sometimes the best blessings comes first and karma come after wasted, and last time come harder than first time. Simple-stories Yesterday, i had garden w plenty apple and plenty carrot in New Zealand (NZ), and i wasted that because my rabbit had died. Then, suddenly come a Goddess and said it was food dont waste it and asked me to large garden and to learn agriculture. Then, i took agricultural college at Auckland, NZ and bought many lands w cultivating on it. Later, crisis come and they love my garden site and bought for the harvest vegetables and fruits.  Then, suddenly came 5 rabbit in my large garden and now ...

Lip of Mouth of Singing

Mouth has two lips up and down. Your words sometimes can make someone stand up or somone broke down.  Lips shouldn't filling w emptiness, singing, positive words, it's called Kara-oke, Kara is God, oke is fine. It means you have heart finest God, if you are singing, but singing w positive words. Why you are not singing like 'smule' again, looks the contest why not join? Said Marty to me, then he bought karoke set w home theatre to me, and he laugh harder and said i am better singing. While he sang his favorite, "Everday i love you" he cried and said Why cried? "I am so thankful w God, you forgave me although not my mistake," said Him that naughty girl abused him, and i forgave him after meeting Godfather. Everyday  he sang to me, and i woke up from dying. It worked w good lips of singing to melting my heart, woke up from dying. Good Luck.

Flamingo and Mackarel

Flamingo is a bird who catches mackarel fish. She has long long feet. We should like flamingo who have long long heart or patiently  to endure our struggling, to waiting the answer of our pray. When, i visited Barbados with parents to see flamingo, my mom burnt mackarel in our celebrating New Year, and said : "Dear, whatever they said about you, you must slow in anger, slowly motion of patient, because when we are slow patiently, we catch our fish mackarel, our goals." Because, like God, who will blessing us, if God can build trust on us. Does blessing make you better or worse, He need our trusts by making us in waiting patiently. Blessings is not only money, but everythings seem good in our life, making us grow better person. What bless for, if it's making you worse, God never give that. Flamingo walking in very very slow motion patiently to catch mackarel. What if, flamingo not catch mackarel in patiently, she will get nothing. Does flamingo can cry? Yes, if she has a l...

While Sleeping Apnea

I was sick sleep apnea, that living in dream not Heaven for long time, because sadness. I took train to Jakarta and had job, but train seem so long in my sleeping then suddenly my train crashed and God held my hand and took me home. After home for rest, God took me by aeroplane to learn doctoral philoshopy phsycology died in Heaven college. Took college here and listening your music, drinking coffee and chips and cookies, if no appetite, said Dean. In first chapter of book, there was Alice in wonderland and i met Alice by saying why you didnt tell to Halodoc or AI assistant, but yesterday you did. Why did you blame banking, they have asked you mobile banking, your phone didnt support because too modern that can sounding 'til outerspace. You are too modern, said Alice. They are jealous, broke your memoryphone, camera and speakerphone, fix it soon, said Alice. In middle chapter of book, Alice said why you didn't eat veggie and fruits, you are afraid maag??, it can open more your ...