Shakespeare in Lovin Memory

He always went to  church to pray alone. He was my father. Sometimes, he drawed unfinish project architecture, he said a house of God must homie for children, especially me. God bless my daughter, for bad times and good times, she will able to grateful, a frame said that. "Dad, if i have grown up, what you want me to be?" said me. "I want you to keep grateful, no matter future bad or good," said him. If someone not able to be grateful, he/she isn't strong. It was 5am, dad prayed and played song, give thanks. Later, after that he went to church and nowhere not come back home. And i was finishing his project. It was 8am, mom didnt prepare breakfast, she said wanting to looking for dad. And i kept waiting til older and amnesia, but i prayed thank you lord and the fridge was never empty, full of food, cake and candies. A grateful heart is better than a cocky heart. It is always miracle in give thanks.

Yesterday, i took collage in enormous stranger people around the world. I was too late because took bus, but promised not to take bus anymore. And lecturer said, time is precious no matter how rich we are. Yes, madam, i promised not late. Then, i was sitting on back, but my eye didnt clear. Then oculist said my left eye was blind because dry, and laser is a must. I started to looking for job to get laser soon, but they didnt accept me becsuse looking part time job. Then, i met my lecturer about what happened, and lecturer said, you are too young to work hard then i worked as translator language English-Indonesia. I said thank you so much as opportunity job and i shaked her hand. And she said, is that your cultural to shake hand in my country. And i said, my parents teached me so, and now my parents in Heaven. Then, surprisingly, i had chance to sing in White House and i shaked hand all leaders there. And i was on newspaper that shaking hand is new culture in U.S. End.

It was Christmas and i was alone at apartement. They have family, but I am not. Then, i cried why God create me alone. Then, i turned TV, and Jesus was on TV and out from TV and hughed me. Then, mom, dad, grandpa and grandma out from TV and hughed me. "Why work so hard, go on hospital and ECT to remind you about friends and lovers?" said mom. Then we ate together, then kissed goodbye to me, and mom gave money. Then, grandpa said, "if ECT dont work it, go online and find online friends. And i have vision, one day your house is full and you are not alone and happy." Then, all vanished away, after someone knocked my room, and  he was my old friend from Austria. He used gps-tracker. Then, we went to hospital for ECT. Later, i had dinner party for engagement with him. Thanks for supporting me who always have amnesia again and again. If you have problem memory, go on to hospital for ECT.

Once upon a time, there was a simple fisherman, called Boni. He sailed w his boat, and finaĺly met a bottle, floating bottle. He put that bottle and rubbed it, then suddenly Genie appeared. Genie said, "What is your request?You only have 3 chances." First, Boni asked Genie a big ship to collect much fishes, then deal, it happened. A big ship and much fishes made Boni rich, later after Boni got rich. So, it mistaken, his ship crashed w oil-tanker, and Boni became poor. Then, 2nd chance, he put that bottle and rubbed it, then suddenly Genie appeared. Genie said, "What is your request?You only have 2 chances." Second, Boni asked Genie a delicious restaurant, for him not hunger anymore, then deal, it happened. A delicious restaurant and much delicious menu made Boni full stomach, and greedy and not hunger anymore, he became fat. So, it mistaken Boni went to hospital because heart-attack, and Boni became poor again, because hospital fee. Everyday, Boni did excercise to r...

Yesterday, i had school in small city of Netherland, and my adoption parent was missionary and doctor, Gull Smith. He took me school at International School because my English. He took me  w bicycle, and gave pocket money a few gulden at that time. I said to Mrs Martha, this pocket money not enough, and Mrs Martha always kind and gave gulden more, but promised me to study dilligently. It inspired me to be kind teacher like Mrs. Martha, then i promised i will back this gulden and more, if one day i had job. But, suddenly Mrs. Martha died, Mr. Gull Smith died, and noone at school and noone at home, because terrorist slaughtered them. Thanks for supporting me all, then i moved to Portugal to Scotland, because my English.

When you want to visit "Duck Street" or "Kampung bebek", as visitors tourist, you are only get permit with walking, no car or any vehicle. What fascinate here? Only duck-parade and fishery and beaches, an traditional living with fresh air. First, i did not interested, later i realized what the meaningful of traditional living. You can buy traditional-hat and sunglasses, and go to Duck restaurant or Fishery restaurant---or enjoy surfing there. Or just sitting to see duck-parade w good view beach. The meaningful is people really appreciate culture and this animal here without killing the duck. That my father said, "Modernity is boring, if tommorow my duck living at the street, i shouldnt worry, because my gps has known all street in the world, and my gps has known all beaches in the world." These are wonderful duck in the world, especially in Estonia. There are around 600 kind of duck which many colors. Yes, you only find it in Turi, Jarva. Enjoy travelling...

Before, i lost my mother, she looked mess up. She was pale, messy hair and not cooking for us anymore. And father asked about what happened and she said nothing. Again my father asked and the answered was that she just lost her bussiness because fire-burning. Later, we moved to Indonesia for refresh  for healing then invested in Indonesia. But, before mom died, she teached me how to look neat, she teached me in the hotel to make bed clean and neat w brushing, w broom, w vacuum cleaner, and etc. "If you are look not neat, you are giving up, dont mess up, okay"... said mom. The point is dont give up. Stay neat in every single ways. Then, my mom died,  my father died and nowhere--- while i was cleaning the house alone. Dont be messed-up, it mean you are giving up.

Somewhere in Between is a middle of farming of rice, the largest one in, Portugal Europe. But wait, do not ever negative thinking w this word. A very large farming, sometimes need spare, sometimes need cottage, sometimes need singing bird. We were walking through between of farming, and grandpa said if someone  between your relationship, do not worry because they need rice and to be between. Pray for them and feed them, feed w giving job. If, someone has already job , but to be between, meant the job is not enough. Again, we were walking through between of  farming, we took rest at cottage, if someone in between because they are tired to filling needed, they are not good afford anymore, and tired. And, they heard singing bird that eating rice, too. They need entertainment, and thinking to be between is enough entertain,  the boring of tiredness, and thinking to be between is adding income. So, being working couple is good to filling needed. Do not ever thinking not enough...

My mom called this room as home sweet home, a home with designed cozy things, only did on weekend such jacuzzi, yoga room, fitness room, swimming pool, sauna and BBq room. My mom did cooking and special-sport only for the weekend, noone can disturbed her until lunch. First, she woke up early to do "yoga", and then jacuzzi or swimming pool or sauna, and she never did breakfast then she cooked for lunch for BBq time at BBq room to whole family. But, as ordinary she only fitness and swimming.  At weekend around 3-5 pm, she usually out to care our garden and our flower garden for parfume self-made. At around weekend-evening, she took our family to out to movie , or karaoke and dinner. For mom inspiration, this is home sweet home verse mom Rose on weekend.

Rewrite... On a ground camping site, we were sitting together me, dad, grandpa, and grandma, on celebrated New Year Eve and New Year Sunrise, and grandpa said:.. Bread better with jam or plain? Bread is better with jam not plain . Together is better than plain feeling of loneliness. Someone is easily died, if their life plain and lonely. So, togetherness is a blessing, although sometimes we argue and we fight. Still caring, still loving, still listening, still helping each other. Don't be plain feeling, hold in prays, if we cannot together because some reasons. If, it is plain feeling---dont let it be, settle right, find out the problem. God bless.

"Hai, dad, i wanna bull w Rose, i dont wanna be looser game, "said my dad. "Are you race bull in your age, "said grandpa. "It is wrong you think bull is happy to your spouse, but married w build commitment family w children--is very very right, "said grandma. Race bull is showing pride to friend w have bull many. But, dad is a very good person, he is not race bull that Rose is first and last for him. Grandpa said that don't choose spicy taste sex, because it is not a good girl. And Rose is a good girl, not spicy taste sex, later dad had commitment seriously w her. And race bull is for cheap, for spicy taste, for AIDS, for naughty. Be a good and a serious commitment to the one you love, don't be racer bull, don't be spicy taste sex. Good Luck.

Yesterday, i got dying that had killed by terrorist for half year. Then, mom asked dad to talk heart to heart honestly about what been doing. It was 11 pm, and mom cooked special and prepared table in our convinient garden for dinner w candle light and bible. To question honestly about what been doing, sin or not. And mom opened the bible , and she said no sin, and dad also said no sin. Then, mom cried that she couldnot made another baby, if me, the daughter got sorrowful dying again and again. Then door knocked, and opened by dad and Jesus came with bringing moachi -cake, and said that moachi-cake had been gain so much, that moachi-cake was my creation that been denial and betrayal, because gain so much. That was cause of my death. So, Dont judge that sorrow because sin, not all sorrow caused by sin, said Jesus. But, open heart honestly is good with candle light dinner but dont judge negatively with our family, thanks Jesus you came in my parents '  marriage and settle good everyt...

 In a country far far away, lived King, Queen and princess. But, oneday an witch came and cursed on birthday Queen, also captivated princess. Nowhere, princess, everyone had been looking for her. And King cried heavily also went to suicidal because loosing his princess. And all witch in the world had been killed by King. But, she just a little/teen princess who got amnesia and captivated in tower. Which tower? In an empty tower near beach, an tower to watch beach, at Sicily beach. Sometimes heard there in tower, an crying hard, but noone listened. But, who cares? Without food, without drink, and she almost died. When, she almost died suddenly, her hair getting longer and longer. Surprisingly, frog came and care by bringing food, he jumped from bottom to up tower, through princess' hair. "Who are you beautiful?" said frog. "I am confused, i dont know anything, suddenly inside tower, "said princess. "Yoou are angel, yoou are princess, because so beautiful, le...